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Locked In with Ian Bick

ByIan Bick
379 episodes

Podcast Summary

Listen to riveting life stories shared by a diverse array of individuals, guided by Ian Bick whose own stint in federal prison offers a unique viewpoint as host. In his captivating show, Ian connects with people from all walks of life, spanning former inmates, recovering addicts, law enforcement officers, legal experts, mental health specialists and those who've weathered traumatic experiences and failure. Through heartfelt dialogues, these resilient souls unveil their journeys, revealing the unyielding human spirit amid adversity. From confronting darkness to surmounting setbacks, their stories kindle hope, strength, and profound transformation, underscoring the limitless potential within each of us to overcome life's trials.

#1

Explorer Uncovers the Dark Secrets of Abandoned Prisons & Asylums | Ramy Awad

Ramy Awad explores abandoned prisons and asylums, uncovering their eerie pasts and the mysteries that still haunt them today. with Ramy Awad:Instagram: Tiktok: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Exploring Abandoned Places with Ramy00:03:54 Exploring Emotions in Video Content00:08:07 Exploring Abandoned Places: Legal Risks and Permissions00:12:42 Urban Exploration: Entering the Abandoned Site 00:17:02 Exploring Spooky Abandoned Prisons and Hospitals00:21:18 Exploring Abandoned Buildings: Pools and Gyms 00:25:31 Discovering Abandoned Places and the Risks Involved00:29:52 Exploring an Abandoned Jewish Resort00:34:07 Legal Troubles and Bail Jumping00:39:57 Exploring Abandoned Places: Ethics and Practices00:42:35 Exploring Film Locations: Inside the Iconic Prison00:47:05 Exploring Abandoned Prisons and Filming Locations00:51:26 Abandoned Places and the Mystery of Dead Animals 00:55:50 Drone Encounters in a Mysterious Town 00:59:46 Collaborating with Streamers and Influencers in Abandoned Spaces01:03:36 Viral Abandoned Mansion Story01:07:30 The Role of Audience Engagement in TV ShowsPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-06-03•1hr 7mins
#2

Ex-American Soldier Reveals The Conviction That Forced Him To Survive Military Prison | Sam Fye

Samuel Fye opens up about his conviction as an American soldier, his time in military prison, and how he adjusted after release. you to DRAFT KINGS for sponsoring today's episode:New players can get FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME! Just sign up with code IANBICK and wager a minimum of five dollars to receive FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME.Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Growing Up in Rural Virginia00:06:36 From Military to Teaching Career00:14:00 Reflections on a Teaching Career and its Challenges00:20:48 Understanding When to Walk Away00:27:37 Transitioning to a Teaching Career00:34:52 Legal Dispute and Allegations 00:42:23 Divorce Agreement and Communication Restrictions00:49:02 Navigating the Military Justice System 00:56:24 Navigating Legal Challenges: Importance of Testifying 01:03:31 Journey to Fort Leavenworth01:10:31 Experiences with Military Justice and False Accusations01:17:25 Life and Routine in Military Prison 01:24:40 Life in Prison: Life Sentences and Privileges01:31:01 Navigating Life in Prison: Roles and Time Off01:38:00 Life after False Accusations and Fighting for Truth01:45:25 Shedding Light on Male Abuse: A Personal Mission01:51:35 Pizza and FarewellsPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-06-01•1hr 51mins
#3

Inside a Firefighter’s Battle with Trauma, PTSD & Addiction | Brandon Smallidge

Brandon Smallidge shares how his job as a firefighter led to PTSD, addiction, and the fight to rebuild his life. Thank you to DRAFT KINGS for sponsoring today's episode:New players can get FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME! Just sign up with code IANBICK and wager a minimum of five dollars to receive FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME.Connect with Brandon Smallidge:Facebook: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Growing Up in Connecticut: Childhood Reflections and Family Dynamics00:12:03 Emotional Impact of Adoption and Family Dynamics00:15:36 Adjusting to a New Family Dynamic 00:23:51 Childhood Dreams of Becoming a Firefighter 00:31:49 Firefighter Training: Beyond the Basics 00:39:14 Firefighting Challenges and Risks 00:47:03 Contractor Bid Rigging Scandals 00:54:52 Dangerous Encounters in Repossession 01:05:00 Struggling with Mental Health: A Personal Story01:10:18 The Impact of Hearing the Death Rattle 01:18:06 The Cycle of Trauma and Addiction in Firefighters 01:26:42 Emergency Room Delays: The Struggle for Timely Help01:34:50 Surgery and Recovery01:42:20 Struggles with Pain Medication Abuse01:51:57 Discovering Pregnancy After Car Accident01:58:37 Realization and Responsibility: Becoming a Parent 02:06:48 Sharing Stories for Inspiration and HopePowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-05-29•2hr 7mins
#4

Inside the Violent Gang Life That Led Me to Years in Prison | Justin Kline

Justin Kline describes the violent lifestyle that led him to prison, the dangers inside, and how he eventually got out. Connect with Justin Kline:Facebook: Youtube: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Overcoming Adversity and Inspiring Change00:05:10 Growing Up in a Large Family in Philadelphia Suburbs00:10:32 Transition from School Days to Street Life00:15:42 Reflecting on Personal Transformation 00:21:14 Life Inside Juvenile Detention: Abuse and Impact00:26:19 Life After the Streets: A Personal Journey00:31:30 Lessons from Prison Experience00:36:21 Prison Politics and the Struggle for Respect00:41:13 Survival and Conflict in Prison00:46:10 Navigating Prison Challenges and Personal Growth00:51:10 Turning Point: Life After Prison 00:56:34 A Violent Encounter and Its Aftermath 01:01:27 Overcoming Addiction and Making Amends 01:06:29 Reflections on Past Choices and Mindset01:11:39 Turning Points: Overcoming Doubts and Strengthening Relationships Powered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-05-28•1hr 21mins
#5

Inside the Devastating Lifestyle of a Long-Term Dope Addict | Chris Tuder

Christopher Tuder explains how his addiction took control of his life, the desperate choices he made, and the cost of his dependency. Thank you to DRAFT KINGS for sponsoring today’s episode:New players can get FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME! Just sign up with code IANBICK and wager a minimum of five dollars to receive FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME.Connect with Chris Tuder:TikTok: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Growing Up in a Chaotic Family Environment 00:08:00 Finding Connection Through Shared Experiences00:16:17 Witnessing Violence at a Young Age00:24:56 Surviving Juvenile Detention: Tips and Experiences 00:28:5700:33:21 Staff Abuses in Juvenile Facilities00:41:50 Joining the National Guard: An Escape Plan 00:50:25 The Influence of Party Culture and Substance Use 00:58:48 Kwame Kilpatrick and Detroit's Cannabis Boom01:07:07 A Journey Through Addiction and Rehab01:15:35 Cultural Experiences and Legal Encounters in New Zealand01:25:00 Living and Working in Vietnam on a Budget 01:32:13 Navigating Visa Challenges in Australia01:40:46 Struggle with Fentanyl Addiction 01:49:29 Struggling with Homelessness and Addiction01:57:42 Overcoming Adversities with a 12-Step Program02:05:52 Florida Work Release Program and Rehabilitation Efforts02:13:48 Engaging with Negative Comments for More ViewsPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-05-27•2hr 14mins
#6

How I Got Scammed for $700K by Fyre Festival’s Billy McFarland in Prison | Jonathon Taylor

Jonathon Taylor recounts how Fyre Festival’s Billy McFarland scammed him out of $700K while they were both behind bars. , Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Introduction and Background of John 00:05:20 Growing Up with an Overbearing Father00:10:40 Early Work Ethic and Love for Business 00:15:43 Friendships in Prison 00:20:51 Life in a Crack Hotel: A Personal Journey 00:26:04 Presidential Pardons and January 6 Impact00:31:09 Understanding Human Trafficking Conspiracy Laws 00:36:37 From Card Games to Courtroom Drama 00:41:21 Life and Relationships in Prison00:46:22 Prison Economy and Currency00:51:23 Meeting Billy McFarland in Prison 00:56:41 The Story of Billy's Release and Relocation01:01:54 Financial Missteps and Trust Issues 01:07:07 The Intriguing Case of Billy McFarland01:11:54 Lessons from Bernie Madoff: Investor Mistakes01:16:38 Personal Growth and Emotional Self-Discovery01:21:42 Reflecting on Shared ExperiencesPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-05-25•1hr 22mins
#7

Civil Rights Attorney Exposes Misconduct in the Criminal Justice System | Alex Taubes

Attorney Alex Taubes, a Yale Law School graduate and dedicated civil rights lawyer based in New Haven, Connecticut, delves into systemic misconduct within the criminal justice system. With a focus on wrongful convictions, police brutality, and governmental negligence, Taubes shares insights from his extensive legal career, including organizing the "7 Days of Truth with Proof" rally to highlight wrongful incarcerations. He discusses his efforts to combat systemic injustices and his commitment to advocating for the underrepresented. with Alex Taubes: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Journey to Becoming a Lawyer in Connecticut00:03:53 Navigating Private Legal Practice and Client Connections00:08:20 Impact of Free Phone Calls and Tablets in Prisons00:12:00 The Role of Unions in Connecticut Corrections 00:15:46 Gender Dynamics and Misconduct in Correctional Facilities00:19:39 The Complexity of Judging Horrific Crimes 00:23:39 Failures in Accommodating Mental Health in Prisons00:27:27 Uncovering Connecticut's Controversial Cases 00:31:26 The Division in Public Opinion: CEO Case and Societal Instability00:35:17 The Struggles and Injustices in Civil Rights Cases00:39:14 Alleged Police Misconduct in Waterbury Trial00:43:04 Lawsuit Against City Over Workers' Compensation 00:46:43 Prison Leans and Legal Battles in Connecticut00:50:36 Jury Selection in Civil vs. Criminal Cases00:54:37 Challenges with Prosecutorial Power and Jury Influence00:58:28 Challenges in the Criminal Justice System01:02:15 Advancing Yourself Beyond ChessPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-05-22•1hr 2mins
#8

My Shocking & Inhumane Treatment at the Hands of the NYPD | Jonathon Wohl

Jonathon Wohl reveals the shocking mistreatment he endured at the hands of the NYPD and his long fight for justice. Thank you to LUCY & DRAFT KINGS for sponsoring today’s episode:Lucy: Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. Draft Kings: New players can get FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME! Just sign up with code IANBICK and wager a minimum of five dollars to receive FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME.Connect with John Wohl:GoFundMe: Email: [email protected], Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Growing Up in Foster Care00:08:16 Overcoming Childhood Challenges in Special Education00:16:28 Learning to Read with Grandma's Bookshelf 00:25:00 Arrest and Interrogation Experience 00:32:57 Reflections on Youthful Decisions 00:41:25 Encounter with Police and Arrest00:50:02 Racial Incidents in the Construction Field 00:58:10 Unsafe Work Environment and Management Response 01:05:39 Racial Discrimination and Mistreatment in Custody01:13:28 Allegations of Police Misconduct and Racial Discrimination01:21:02 Wrongful Arrest and Courtroom Racism 01:28:54 Facing Assault Charges in Court01:37:29 Impact of Police Encounters on Black Lives01:45:48 Systemic Racism and the Struggles of the Black Community01:54:03 Systemic Racism and Judicial Bias02:01:39 Systemic Injustice and Racial Discrimination in the Legal System02:09:26 Safe Space for Sharing StoriesPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-05-21•2hr 9mins

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#9

Inside an Ex-Drug Dealer’s 400-Month Federal Prison Sentence | Kendrick Fulton

Kendrick Fulton talks about his 400-month sentence for drug dealing, how he navigated life in federal prison, and what kept him going. Thank you to LUCY & DRAFT KINGS for sponsoring today’s episode:Lucy: Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. Draft Kings: New players can get FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME! Just sign up with code IANBICK and wager a minimum of five dollars to receive FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME.Get 35% off polarized glasses at shadyrays.com - code LOCKEDINConnect with Kendrick Fulton:Instagram: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Kendrick's Journey Back to Society00:05:20 Childhood Lessons on Work and Values 00:11:00 Navigating Probation and College Life 00:16:34 Why College Isn't for Everyone 00:22:10 The Misrepresentation of Small Operations by the Government00:27:40 Federal Drug Investigation: Conviction Strategies00:33:19 Escaping to Denver: A New Life in Colorado00:39:18 Prison Transport Journey and Challenges00:44:41 Turning Yourself In: The Emotional Journey00:50:18 The Meaning of Forgiveness00:55:53 Lessons from the Streets to Legal Business01:00:54 Defying the Odds: Success Stories of Children with Incarcerated Parents01:06:09 Disparities in Sentencing for Drug Offenses01:14:23 Early Release from Prison Due to COVID-19 Pandemic01:17:18 Life After Imprisonment: New Beginnings in Austin 01:22:57 Transition and Trying Viral Chicken Sandwiches 01:28:31 Future Podcast Plans with KendrickPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-05-20•1hr 28mins
#10

The FBI Arrested My Father After 9/11 – I Became an Intelligence Agent to Clear My Family's Name | Khalid Abdulqaadir

Khalid Abdulqaadir was just a kid when the FBI stormed his home and arrested his father in the wake of 9/11. Branded as a national security threat, his family’s life was turned upside down. Determined to prove his father’s innocence, Khalid took an unbelievable path—becoming an intelligence agent himself. This is the mind-blowing story of government surveillance, a wrongful arrest, and the fight for justice from the inside. /11Aftermath Thank you to LUCY & SHADY RAYS for sponsoring today’s episode:Lucy: Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. Shady Rays: Get 35% off polarized glasses at shadyrays.com - code LOCKEDINConnect with Khalid Abdulqaadir:Instagram: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Introduction and Background of the Guest 00:06:00 Struggles of Balancing Faith and Crime 00:12:11 Journey from St. Louis to Kansas City: A Family Reflection00:19:09 Growing Up with an Unknown Famous Father 00:24:53 Witnessing the 9/11 Attacks on TV 00:31:01 Encounter with the FBI: A Personal Experience 00:37:51 Post-9/11 FBI Interactions 00:43:52 Traumatic Raid Experience 00:50:41 Undercover Pressure: Wearing a Wire 00:56:39 Joining the Military Under Suspicion 01:03:13 Military Racial Profiling and Detainment01:09:37 Encounter with Military Authority and Double Agent Concerns01:15:17 Intense Polygraph Experience and Legal Concerns01:22:26 Impact of the Patriot Act on Civil Rights01:28:13 Fighting Allegations and Seeking Clearance01:34:38 Transition from Intelligence Career to FilmmakingPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-05-19•1hr 41mins
#11

How Real Estate Fraud Sent a Mom to Federal Prison for Years | Portia Louder

Portia Louder shares how a real estate fraud scheme sent her to federal prison and how she started over after release. Thank you to LUCY for sponsoring today’s episode:Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. Connect with Portia Louder:Instagram: Website: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Growing Up Mormon in Utah 00:04:41 Overcoming Addiction and Parenting Challenges00:09:28 Nicotine Pouches: A New Experience 00:14:38 Transition from Photography to Real Estate Business00:19:18 Real Estate Appraisal Fraud Explained 00:23:54 Federal Investigation and Real Estate Troubles00:28:28 Financial Struggles and Legal Battles Post-200800:33:19 Long-term Impact of Legal Struggles 00:37:52 Navigating the Legal System and Its Impact00:42:24 Navigating Independence After Prison00:47:00 The Emotional Family Struggles Before Sentencing00:51:48 Blogging Controversies and Challenges in Prison00:56:13 Life in a Federal Prison Camp: Truth vs. TV Depictions01:02:00 Unexpected Bonds and Genuine Connections in Prison 01:05:40 Embracing Life After Prison01:10:08 Life After Prison: Adjusting with Family and CareerPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-05-15•1hr 14mins
#12

Prison War Stories from the Most Brutal New York Prison Units | Michael 'Champ' Baker

Michael 'Champ' Baker shares the brutal realities of surviving in New York’s most dangerous prisons and the unwritten rules of survival. you to LUCY for sponsoring today’s episode:Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. Connect with Michael Champ Baker:Instagram: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Growing Up in New York Projects00:08:00 Peer Pressure and Turning Point in 1995 00:16:07 Drug Trade and Control in Prison 00:23:24 Unexpected Police Encounter00:30:58 A Sign from Above: A Life-Changing Letter00:38:49 Taking Plea Deals: A Personal Account 00:46:04 Surviving Riker's Island: A Harrowing Experience00:53:42 Adjusting to Life in Five Main Housing Unit 01:04:39 Surviving the Challenges in Jail01:09:59 Life and Survival in Rikers Island 01:16:24 Therapy vs. Religion as Coping Mechanisms 01:23:37 The SoHo Spiderman Case 01:31:21 Success Story: From Inmate to College Graduate 01:38:55 Launch of Viral Magazine Featuring Nicki Minaj01:46:39 Navigating the Music Industry: Connections and Opportunities01:54:19 Public Apology and Regret 02:02:00 Viral Interview with Freaky Zy on Champion Style TVPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-05-13•2hr 2mins
#13

Inside My 5 Years as a Rikers Island Prison Guard | Isaiah Finnie

Isaiah Finnie describes his five years as a Rikers Island prison guard, the violence he witnessed, and the challenges of working in the system. with Isaiah Finnie:Instagram: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Inside Look: Rikers Island Life from a Correctional Officer's Perspective00:03:33 Challenges in Law Enforcement and Corrections 00:07:24 Becoming a New York City Correction Officer at 2100:11:08 Growing Up in New York City: Choosing the Right Path 00:15:02 Challenges in Correctional Training00:18:42 Relationships Between Correctional Officers and Inmates00:22:41 First Experiences on the Job 00:26:43 Surrounded by Inmates: A Scary Encounter00:30:20 The Reality of Being Mace-Sprayed00:34:04 The Story of My First Real Fight as a CEO00:38:00 Conflict Between New and Experienced Officers 00:41:51 Corruption and Contraband in Jail 00:45:33 The Flawed Criminal Justice System00:49:14 Unveiling Workplace Corruption 00:53:02 Challenges in Correctional Facility Employment 00:56:47 The Hidden Valor of Correction OfficersPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-05-11•1hr 0mins
#14

How Childhood Trauma Led Me to Addiction & Destroyed My Life | Paul Doughty

Paul Doughty opens up about how childhood trauma pushed him toward addiction, the battles he fought, and what it took to reclaim his life. Connect with Paul Doughy:Website: Instagram: X: Facebook: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Introduction and Guest Background00:03:22 The Impact of Childhood Trauma 00:07:12 Growing Up in an Abusive Household 00:11:00 Breaking the Cycle of Addiction and Curses00:14:51 Childhood Signs of Needing Help00:18:37 Coping with Abuse: Turning to Alcohol and Drugs00:22:59 Family Secrets and Discoveries00:26:48 Hitting Rock Bottom: Walking Out on My Family 00:30:27 Journey to Overcoming Addiction00:34:23 Chaotic Divorce and Home Refinancing Struggles00:38:05 Transition to Public Speaking After Career Loss00:41:51 Overcoming Public Speaking Challenges 00:45:28 Spiritual Awakening and Personal Transformation Through Prayer00:49:17 The Therapeutic Power of Talking and Sharing Stories00:52:42 Encouraging Teenagers to Ask for Help 00:56:05 Inspiring Change in Correctional Facilities and Youth Mentoring00:59:22 Guest Appearance and Future CollaborationPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-05-08•59mins
#15

Ex-Heroin Addict on How He Became a Self-Made Millionaire | Craig Gallagher

Craig Gallagher opens up about his years addicted to heroin, the lowest moments he faced, and how he turned his life around against the odds. Connect with Craig Gallagher:Website: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Craig's Journey: From Recovery to Success00:10:06 A Life of Transformation: From Past Decisions to Present Fulfillment00:12:37 Early Experiences with Alcohol 00:19:06 From Addiction Despair to Seeking Rehab00:25:52 From Courtroom to Family: Meeting My First Wife 00:32:49 Reflecting on Influential People in My Life 00:38:42 Navigating Co-Parenting with an Ex 00:45:48 Embracing Second Chances and Paying It Forward00:51:59 Reflecting Through the "Mirror Project"00:58:42 Reflections on Fatherhood and Life Goals01:06:05 The Path to Trade School and Finding Passion01:11:11 Breaking Stigma in Professional Roles01:19:16 Rock Bottom: Overcoming Addiction 01:23:43 The Power of Positive Associations for Personal Growth01:30:06 Transformation from Addiction to Family Life01:36:01 The Dangers of Heroin: A Personal Perspective01:42:13 Unique Elements of Every EpisodePowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-05-06•1hr 42mins
#16

How I Got Busted for Buying Illegal Goods on the Dark Web | Alex Diamond

Alex Diamond explains how he got involved in buying illegal goods on the dark web, the moment it all went wrong, and how law enforcement tracked him down. Connect with Alex Diamond:Facebook: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Growing Up in Long Island and Jewish Heritage00:03:18 Navigating Public School Challenges00:06:47 The Early Days of Online Communities and Social Engineering Scams00:10:30 Transition to Vocational Training and Hospitality00:14:03 Navigating High School and Peer Pressure00:17:34 Navigating College Decisions and Struggles00:21:03 Discovering Dubstep and Its Impact 00:25:00 Navigating the Dark Web and Its Risks 00:28:12 Navigating the Dark Web with Bitcoin00:31:40 Making a Mark in the Music Industry00:35:10 The Rise and Fall of Club Culture in Connecticut 00:39:01 The Crazy Moment of Realization 00:42:37 Navigating Felony Charges and Legal Outcomes00:46:10 Navigating the Prison System in America00:49:52 The Remarkable Journey of a Young Immigrant 00:53:24 Overcoming Challenges and Aspiring for a Music Career00:56:51 Embracing Past Mistakes as Life LessonsPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-05-04•57mins
#17

Inside a Brooklyn Addict’s Struggles with Drugs & Alcohol in the ’70s & ’80s | Joseph Fahey

Joseph Fahey reflects on his struggles with drugs and alcohol in Brooklyn during the 70s and 80s and the impact it had on him. , Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Brooklyn Roots and Family Legacy 00:06:08 Coping with Tragic Loss00:10:43 Tragic Accident and its Impact on Family 00:16:02 Life in the Drug Trade: A Personal Story00:21:09 Life of a Troubled Genius 00:26:28 Growing Up Amidst Cultural Diversity and Street Life00:31:24 Growing Up in the Streets: Childhood Memories 00:36:18 A Night Under the Bridge: Escapes and Hiding 00:41:02 Struggles with High School and Addiction00:46:13 The Bar Scene and Cocaine Culture in Brooklyn00:51:17 A Night of Chaos and Addiction 00:56:28 Journey to Sobriety: First Detox Experience01:01:22 From Addiction to Recovery: A Journey Through Struggle and Hope01:06:32 Overcoming Addiction and Personal Growth 01:11:44 Overcoming Alcohol Addiction 01:18:10 Reflections on Marriage and FriendshipPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-05-01•1hr 21mins
#18

Inside My Life on Trial for Murder at Just 17 Years Old | John Dickerson

John Dickerson discusses what it was like to go on trial for murder at just 17 years old and how it shaped the rest of his life. you to LUCY & SHADY RAYS for sponsoring today’s episode:Luicy: Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. Shady Rays: Get 35% off polarized glasses at shadyrays.com - code LOCKEDINConnect with John Dickerson:Youtube: Instagram: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Introduction to Idiot Jerk and Turning Adversity into Identity00:06:15 Family and Sibling Connections 00:12:31 Navigating Friendships and Rivalries 00:18:41 Misunderstandings and Gang Allegations00:24:53 Life in Prison: Understanding the Green Jumper00:31:43 Surviving the Mansfield Correctional Institution00:36:55 High Security Inmate Experience00:42:58 Legal Struggles and Unexpected Outcomes00:48:32 Navigating the Justice System: Personal Experiences and Reflections00:54:17 Challenges of Street Life01:00:20 Arrest and Charges: A Turn of Events01:06:12 Legal Battles and Plea Decisions01:11:42 Navigating the Legal System: A Personal Account of Trials and Tribulations01:17:12 Navigating Federal and State Sentencing Conflicts01:23:04 Injustice in the Legal System01:28:54 Launching a Meaningful Merch Line01:34:50 Closing Remarks and Fan AppreciationPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-04-28•1hr 35mins
#19

Inside a Weed Cultivator’s Multi-Million Dollar Underground Empire | Ian Pederson

Ian Pederson gives an inside look into the underground world of large-scale weed cultivation, the risks involved, and the ultimate consequences. With Ian Pederson:Website: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Origins of the Name Ian 00:06:15 First Day of School with a Scar 00:12:19 Finding Passion and Value in Creative Work00:18:21 Journey into the World of Psychedelics and Hustle 00:24:36 Learning Street Smarts and Business Savvy 00:30:20 Creative Hustles in Sedona 00:36:11 Discovering a Passion for Cannabis Cultivation 00:42:23 Understanding Feminized Cannabis Seeds 00:48:20 Navigating the Challenges of Illegal Partnerships 00:54:08 Navigating Legal and Illegal Entrepreneurship 01:00:10 Under Surveillance: Drug Investigation Unfolds 01:06:07 Caught in Legal Limbo: Navigating New Laws and Defiance01:12:19 Turning Legal: From Illegal Operations to Caregiver Company01:17:23 The Journey from Drug Use to Cannabis Advocacy 01:23:21 Divine Timing in Business Success01:29:10 The Importance of Self-Value and Personal GrowthPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-04-27•1hr 34mins
#20

How I Ran a $250,000 Boosting Operation & Ended Up in a New York Prison | Chris Johnson

Chris Johnson describes how he ran a $250,000 boosting operation in New York, how he stayed under the radar, and what led to his arrest. , Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Overcoming Illness and Responsibilities 00:05:58 The Unexpected Path to Rehabilitation 00:12:32 Family History and Alleged Crime Involvement00:19:25 Navigating the Juvenile Justice System in Connecticut00:26:00 Survival and Violence in Juvenile Detention00:32:47 Turning to Crime: The Impact of Anger 00:39:10 Navigating Prison Politics: Loyalty and Betrayal00:45:50 The Brutal Politics of Juvenile and Adult Prisons 00:52:33 Struggles with Family and Depression 00:59:38 Discovering My True Parentage and Its Emotional Impact 01:07:00 Navigating Loopholes and Clean Living01:13:29 Arrest at Walmart01:20:04 Struggling with Anxiety and Addiction 01:26:32 Rise of a Rap Career: From Outdoor Events to Fame 01:34:10 Struggles with Drug Addiction and Withdrawal01:40:36 A Thrilling Escape and PursuitPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-04-24•1hr 47mins
#21

Inside the Harsh Reality of a Pill Addict’s Life | John Tatro

John Tatro shares his struggles with pill addiction, the hold it had on his life, and the breaking point that made him seek change. Thank you to LUCY for sponsoring today’s episode:Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. Connect with John Tatro:Facebook: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: The Journey from Iowa to Connecticut Pizza Limitations00:04:34 Struggles with Identity and Crime00:09:02 Navigating a Turbulent Childhood00:13:41 Aspirations of a Musician: From Dreams to Reality00:18:22 Arrest and First Experience in Juvenile Detention Center00:23:03 Life in County Jail: A Harsh Reality00:27:53 Exploring Drug Addiction and Its Consequences00:32:30 Overcoming Adverse Beginnings 00:37:22 Repeated Arrests for Driving on Suspended License 00:41:40 Life in a County Jail 00:47:18 The Wild Night of Car Shopping00:50:54 Overcoming Addiction and Finding Stability00:55:38 Transition from Survival Mode to Sobriety01:00:19 Arrest and Family Loyalty 01:05:41 Overcoming Systemic Injustice01:09:33 Finding Simplicity in Life01:14:16 A Heartfelt Farewell and Safe TravelsPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-04-22•1hr 14mins
#22

Ex-Addict on How He Became a High-Ranking Massachusetts Prison Guard | Bob Balfour

Bob Balfour reveals how he went from struggling with addiction to becoming a high-ranking Massachusetts prison guard. Thank you to LUCY for sponsoring today’s episode:Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. Connect with Bob Balfour:Faceebook: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Overcoming Adversity: From Corrections to Marathon Running 00:08:41 Breaking the Cycle: A Family's Story of Change 00:17:34 Life Before Corrections: A Chaotic Path 00:26:40 Struggles with Addiction and Paranoia00:36:03 Transition to Department of Correction Career00:44:54 Navigating Peer Pressure as a Correctional Officer00:53:47 The Challenges of Navigating the Prison System 01:02:08 Painting Crew Scandal at the Massachusetts State House01:15:59 The Work Crew Program Evolution 01:22:29 Handling Chaos at a Green Day Concert01:28:36 Unconventional Security: Inmates at Green Day Concert 01:37:18 Navigating Work with Nonprofits and Policies01:38:1001:45:50 Workplace Conflict and Uniform Dispute01:54:22 Confrontation with DEA: Misunderstandings and Resolutions 02:03:01 Reflections on Life in Correctional Facilities02:12:27 Advice for Families Affected by Addiction02:19:49 Urgency in Addressing Youth IssuesPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-04-20•2hr 20mins
#23

How My $1M Oxycontin Drug Empire Crumbled & Sent Me to Federal Prison | Joe Lawler

Joe Lawler explains how he built a million-dollar Oxycontin empire, the power it gave him, and how it all crumbled when the feds came knocking. you to LUCY for sponsoring today’s episode:Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. Connect with Joe Lawler:Instagram: Youtube: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Joe's Experience in "The Town" and Federal Prison 00:06:16 Growing Up in White Irish Catholic Neighborhoods00:12:52 Reflection on Family and Personal Growth00:19:55 Growing Up with Horror Stories and Societal Expectations00:26:31 Growing Up with Old Sayings and Lessons 00:33:08 Embracing Authenticity and Facing Consequences00:39:44 Overcoming Resentment and Finding Self-Acceptance00:46:31 Overcoming Personal Challenges and Resilience 00:53:30 A Night of Impulse and Reflection 01:01:27 Life Decisions and Loyalty: The Price of Friendship 01:06:32 Reflections on Crime and Guilt01:15:28 Richie and Stevie's Dynamic Duo01:20:31 Confrontation and Its Consequences01:26:37 Personal Growth and Perception Changes01:33:28 Understanding the Struggle with Addiction and Sobriety01:40:16 Confronting Gambling Addiction and Recovery Powered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-04-17•1hr 47mins

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#24

Ex-Crack & Heroin Addict on Hitting Rock Bottom & Finding Success | Michael Chernow

Michael Chernow talks about the depths of his addiction to crack and heroin, how he lost everything, and the difficult road back to success. Connect with Michael Chernow:Instagram: Website: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Discovering the Podcast Genre00:05:39 Podcasting: The Pandemic-Proof Medium 00:11:50 Early Life and Escapism through Friendships 00:17:53 Struggles with Drug Addiction 00:23:39 Overcoming Heroin Addiction00:30:07 Overcoming Addiction: A Personal Journey00:36:35 Choosing Upstate Over NYC00:42:44 Lessons from a Dangerous Delivery Service Encounter00:48:54 Decision-Making in High-Pressure Environments 00:54:46 Growing Up with Sibling Rivalry 01:01:26 A Turning Point: Facing the Struggle with Addiction01:07:10 Transformative Morning Routine for Success 01:13:00 Overcoming Addiction: A Personal Journey in Sobriety 01:18:59 The Journey to Culinary School and Business Vision01:24:24 From Restaurant Technician to Owner: A Journey of Growth01:30:22 Lessons from a Failed Westport Restaurant01:36:20 Peanut Butter Banana Recipe TipsPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-04-15•1hr 36mins
#25

How I Built a Multi-Million Dollar Marijuana Delivery Business | Alex Merino

Alex Merino reveals how he turned a small marijuana delivery business into a multi-million dollar operation before law enforcement shut it down. with Alex Merino:YouTube: Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Introduction to Locked In with Alex from Vegas00:05:32 School Memories: From Selling Candy to Trouble00:10:59 Childhood Influences and Parental Views on Marijuana 00:16:41 The Journey from Junior College to Hustling 00:22:38 Arrest and Probation Challenges00:28:15 Navigating Jail: My First Experience00:34:00 Coping with Incarceration: Stories of Withdrawal and Adaptation00:39:49 Navigating Financial Struggles and Resilience00:45:29 Unexpected Backyard Discovery00:51:05 Challenges of Early Wake-Up in Prison 00:56:42 Developing Resilience in Sales01:02:29 The Rise of a Lucrative Cannabis Delivery Service01:08:08 Facing Jail or House Arrest: A Personal Dilemma01:13:55 Transition to a Customer Service Role 01:19:39 From Easy Money Schemes to Real Struggles01:25:21 Building a Thriving Online Community from Scratch01:30:58 Closing Remarks and GratitudePowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-04-13•1hr 31mins
#26

The Night a Brutal Motorcycle Crash Got Me Addicted to Fentanyl | Logan Bryant

Logan Bryant shares how a motorcycle crash led to a fentanyl addiction, the downward spiral that followed, and his journey toward recovery. Connect with Logan Bryant:Facebook: Instagram: Tiktok: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Moving from Dallas to the East Coast 00:03:57 From Aspirations to Unexpected Paths: Career Choices00:08:04 Experiences Working in a Jail: Addiction and Restraint 00:12:10 Embracing Passion in College: A Personal Journey00:16:10 Armored Truck Security Measures and Procedures00:20:17 Armored Truck Cash Collection Process 00:24:36 Coping with Life-Altering Injuries 00:28:46 Decision to Amputate: Regaining Freedom00:32:42 Motorcycle Accident and the Onset of Addiction 00:37:14 Overcoming Adversity with One Arm 00:41:50 Realization of Addiction00:46:12 The Science of Dreams and Sleep Debt 00:50:23 Challenges with Suboxone and Withdrawal 00:55:02 Journey to Becoming a Licensed Chemical Dependency Counselor 00:59:14 The Five Alive Recovery Method01:03:25 Perseverance and Perspective: Overcoming Challenges Powered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-04-10•1hr 7mins
#27

Ex-Fresno Bulldog Gang Member Reveals How the ATF Set Him Up | Paul Calvo

Paul Calvo gives an inside look on the Fresno Bulldogs gang and how he was set up by the ATF. He breaks down the undercover operation that led to his arrest, the tactics law enforcement used, and what happened after he was taken down. This is a raw and real look into gang life, law enforcement stings, and the consequences of the streets. you to SHADY RAYS & DRAFT KINGS for sponsoring today’s episode:Shady Rays: Get 35% off polarized glasses at shadyrays.com - code LOCKEDINDraft Kings: New players can get FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME! Just sign up with code IANBICK and wager a minimum of five dollars to receive FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME.Connect with Paul Calvo:LinkedIn: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: From Stanford Student to Aspiring Author 00:05:37 Family Influence and Early Life Struggles00:12:01 The Influence of Upbringing on Gang Affiliation 00:17:34 Challenging Stereotypes: Diverse Family Backgrounds00:24:16 Life After Juvenile Detention: A Shift Towards Crime00:30:05 Accepting Consequences and Tough Love00:35:18 Navigating Legal Battles and Sentencing00:41:09 Life in Isolation: Experiencing County Jail Conditions00:46:50 Life Inside Florida's Coleman Prison 00:51:50 Life in Federal Prison: Solano's Experience 00:57:48 Intense Prison Fights and Survival 01:07:08 President Obama's Unexpected Prison Visit01:08:56 Turning Points in Life Choices01:14:19 Renouncing Gang Life: A Journey to Redemption01:20:08 Journey to Engineering: Overcoming Academic Challenges 01:25:08 Overcoming Adversity: From Gangs to Stanford01:30:23 Changing the Stigma and Providing HopePowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-04-07•1hr 30mins
#28

Ex-Trinitario Gang Leader on Climbing the Ranks & Surviving Prison | Elvis Deschamps

Elvis Deschamps shares how he climbed the ranks in the Trinitarios gang, the violence he witnessed, and the harsh reality of life behind bars. Thank you to DRAFT KINGS for sponsoring today’s episode:New players can get FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME! Just sign up with code IANBICK and wager a minimum of five dollars to receive FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME.Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Elvis Deschamps: A Journey from the Dominican Republic to Queens 00:05:53 Heartbreak at Father-Son Day 00:11:29 Growing Up in Poverty and Street Life00:17:42 Teenage Gang Involvement and Leadership00:23:59 Emotional Discovery and Betrayal 00:30:00 Prison Experience: Navigating Maximum Security 00:35:36 A Close Call with the Bloods00:41:48 Gang Initiation and Member Verification00:47:30 Manipulating Leadership Dynamics in Prison 00:53:29 Formation of Latino Gang Alliances 00:59:25 Taking Over Long Island and Becoming a Leader 01:05:37 Battling Dark Voices and Seeking Help01:11:31 Encounter with Shadows and a Life-Changing Light01:18:00 Renouncing Gang Life and Finding Faith01:23:53 Transforming Gang Life Through Faith01:29:45 Spiritual Warfare and the End TimesPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-04-06•1hr 36mins
#29

East Coast Blood on Robbing, Drug Dealing & Surviving Prison | Dylan Rielly

Dylan Rielly reveals the reality of life as an East Coast Blood, from robbing and drug dealing to the struggles of surviving inside prison. you to DRAFT KINGS for sponsoring today’s episode:New players can get FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME! Just sign up with code IANBICK and wager a minimum of five dollars to receive FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME.Connect with Dylan Rielly:Facebook: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Introduction and Vermont Roots 00:08:55 The Impact of Growing Up in a Unsafe Neighborhood 00:18:44 Struggling with Substance Abuse at 14 00:28:37 Facing Danger: Protection and Consequences00:38:17 United Blood Nation and the 31-Second Jump 00:47:11 Childhood Mischief and Pyrotechnics00:57:32 Robbing a Convenience Store: A Night of Desperation01:06:09 Arrest at Dunkin' Donuts: A Turning Point 01:15:22 Navigating the Legal System and Probation Challenges 01:24:34 Life Inside: A Glimpse Into Prison Dynamics01:34:05 Loss and Responsibility: Dealing with a Friend's Overdose01:43:55 Navigating Legal Challenges and Confessions01:52:53 Hidden Contraband: Survival Tactics in Jail 02:02:00 Struggles with Addiction and the Law02:11:20 Starting Bigger Deals 02:20:36 Overcoming a Criminal Past 02:29:38 Embracing the Butterfly Effect in Life ChoicesPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-04-03•2hr 30mins
#30

23 Years in Louisiana State Prison for Armed Robbery | Stephen Tweedle

Stephen Tweedle recounts his 23-year sentence for armed robbery, what he endured in Louisiana state prison, and what life after release looks like. Thank you to DRAFT KINGS for sponsoring today’s episode:New players can get FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME! Just sign up with code IANBICK and wager a minimum of five dollars to receive FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME.Connect with Stephen Tweedle: Instagram: Facebook: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: From Louisiana to Detroit: A Journey of Family and Resilience00:07:17 Childhood Reflections and Early Life Choices00:15:27 The Illusion of Respect and Influence00:23:33 The Enticing Allure of Military Recruitment 00:31:02 From Street Life to Military Service 00:38:47 The Impact of Community Disengagement00:48:00 Life in the Military and Exposure to Drugs00:54:24 Life Lessons from a Past of Crime and Redemption01:02:55 The Impact of Non-Unanimous Juries in Louisiana01:09:35 From Streets to Redemption: A Personal Journey 01:17:21 Challenges and Dilemmas of Plea Bargains01:25:12 The Dilemma of Integrity in Prison01:32:24 The Cover-Up Culture in Prisons01:40:32 Exploitation within the Prison System01:48:19 Transformational Journey from 2001 to Today 01:56:05 The Power of Self-Representation in Court02:03:06 Importance of Family Knowledge SharingPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-04-01•2hr 3mins
#31

Inside New Jersey’s Corrupt & Dangerous Prison System | Dr. Brian Kelly

Dr. Brian Kelly exposes corruption inside New Jersey’s prison system, the injustices he saw, and why the system is failing so many. Thank you to DRAFT KINGS for sponsoring today’s episode:New players can get FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME! Just sign up with code IANBICK and wager a minimum of five dollars to receive FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME.Connect with Brian Kelly:LinkedIn: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Brian Kelly: From Correctional Officer to Private Investigator00:08:25 Nostalgia for School Days00:17:17 Mentorship in Criminal Justice Studies00:26:01 Career Decisions and Options00:35:00 Discovering the Jail's Troubling History 00:43:28 First Days on the Job: Unexpected Challenges00:52:43 Unexpected Encounter with an Inmate 01:01:17 Behind the Scenes of Jail Management01:10:09 The Corruption Behind Job Interviews01:18:47 From Excitement to Disenchantment: The Reality of Law Enforcement Career01:28:58 Navigating Religious Practices in Prison 01:36:26 Deployment of Canine Units in Jail Operations01:45:46 The Controversy Surrounding "The Green Monster" Jail 01:53:22 Transition to Transit Police02:03:03 Handling Violent Incidents in Corrections 02:11:14 Navigating Racial Tensions in the Workplace 02:19:19 Celebrating Success and Networking OpportunitiesPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-03-30•2hr 19mins
#32

My Struggles with Alcohol – Addiction, Rock Bottom & Recovery | Josh Pertler

Josh Pertler, an actor, model, and musician, shares his personal battle with alcohol addiction. Despite a successful career with roles in films like "The Poker House" and "Mouthpiece," Josh faced a challenging journey to overcome his dependence on alcohol. Now celebrating over three years of sobriety, he reflects on the impact of addiction on his life and career, the turning points that led him to seek help, and his ongoing commitment to recovery. Josh's story offers hope and insight into the struggles many face with substance abuse and the possibility of a brighter future beyond addiction. Connect with Josh Pertler: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: From Documentary Stardom to Podcast Success 00:03:33 Early Modeling and Fashion Show Experiences00:07:05 Adoption and New Beginnings: Joshua Perler's Story00:11:05 Balancing Sports and Auditions00:14:26 High School Dreams and Moving to LA 00:18:29 Journey from High School to Hollywood00:22:15 Moving to LA: An Ambition Met with Reality00:25:53 Journey through Addiction and Recovery in LA 00:29:56 Overcoming Difficult Beginnings and Meeting My Wife00:33:38 Overcoming Past Struggles and Career Revival00:37:14 Quitting Drinking and Social Challenges00:41:11 From Sports to Acting: An Inspiring Journey 00:45:00 The Impact of Therapy on Sobriety00:49:09 The Impact of Positive Media on Life Choices00:52:35 Embracing Gratitude and Positivity00:56:45 Life Changes: From Whole Foods to Finding a New Path01:00:03 Wrapping Up and GratitudePowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-03-27•1hr 0mins
#33

Inside a Latin King’s $250,000 Post Office Scam | Brandon Alvarez

Brandon Alvarez breaks down the $250,000 post office scam he ran as a Latin King, how the operation worked, and what led to his downfall. , Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Growing Up in Brooklyn: A Different Era 00:05:04 The Role of Fathers in Childhood Development 00:10:19 Struggles and Survival as a Teenager 00:15:16 Credit Card Fraud: The Unforeseen Consequences 00:20:00 Navigating Cash App Scams and Frauds 00:24:52 Inside the Foot Locker Scam00:29:44 Exposing a Government Fraud Scheme 00:35:22 Sentencing and Legal Challenges 00:40:23 Life Inside a Mississippi Prison: Chaos and Survival00:45:01 Life Inside Prison: Adapting to Cash App Economy00:50:28 Navigating Tax Responsibilities in Marriage00:55:11 Gang Dynamics in Federal Prisons 00:59:46 Preparing Mungo: A Unique Prison Dish01:04:24 Prison Fights and Reputation 01:09:10 Life Inside an Open Bay Dormitory 01:14:07 Overcoming Temptation and Staying on Track Powered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-03-26•1hr 18mins
#34

Ex-Opioid Addict on the Brutal Reality of America’s Opioid Crisis | Amanda Hall

Amanda Hall sheds light on the opioid crisis, her personal struggles with addiction, and her mission to help others break free. Thank you to LUCY & DRAFT KINGS for sponsoring today’s episode:LUCY: Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. DRAFT KINGS: New players can get FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME! Just sign up with code IANBICK and wager a minimum of five dollars to receive FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME.Connect with Amanda Hall:X: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Amanda's Journey to Connecticut 00:04:49 Growing Up in a Judgmental Community00:09:33 Understanding Addiction and Its Impact00:14:35 The Importance of Early Intervention and Counseling 00:19:28 Challenges of OxyContin and Addiction Recovery 00:24:38 Separation from My Children00:29:43 Enhancing Your Nicotine Routine with Lucy 00:34:17 Overcoming Addiction and Family Relationships00:39:34 Arrest and Detox Experience 00:44:11 Navigating the Challenges of Mandatory Drug Testing 00:48:45 First Shock of Prison Life 00:53:15 Life in a Kentucky Prison: Nicknames and Accents00:58:00 Overcoming Incarceration: A Journey to Recovery and Education01:02:53 Journey from Incarceration to Social Work 01:07:41 Foundations of Kentucky Smart Justice Advocates01:12:32 Understanding the Re-entry Act for Medicaid 01:17:12 Amanda's Inspiring Journey and Best WishesPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-03-25•1hr 17mins
#35

The Strip Club Fight That Landed Me in a Women’s Maximum-Security Prison | Alysia Smith

Alysia Smith tells the story of a strip club fight that escalated beyond control, leading to her being sent to a women’s maximum-security prison. Thank you to LUCY & DRAFT KINGS for sponsoring today’s episode:LUCY: Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. DRAFT KINGS: New players can get FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME! Just sign up with code IANBICK and wager a minimum of five dollars to receive FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME.Connect with Alysia Smith:Facebook: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Growing Up in Akron, Ohio00:05:33 Career in Psychiatry: Challenges and Stories00:10:52 The Gruesome Discovery: Mother and Son's Unsettling Encounter00:16:25 Challenges of Managing a Team During Difficult Times00:21:52 Arrest and Legal Battle Insights00:27:16 The Unexpected Arrest and Release 00:32:26 Legal Battles and Attorney Issues 00:38:10 The Trial Experience: Self-Defense and Jury Dynamics 00:43:55 Life-Altering Consequences of a Split-Second Decision00:48:39 Navigating Prison Dynamics: Maintaining Composure and Bluffing00:53:53 Life in Maximum Security: First Impressions and Challenges00:59:20 Challenges and Relapses on Probation01:04:23 Life Inside: Commissary and Entertainment 01:09:31 A Harrowing Journey to County Jail 01:14:42 Journey from Florida to Ohio: A Life Transition 01:20:21 Journey to Sobriety: Overcoming Addiction 01:25:22 Prison Memories and AcceptancePowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-03-23•1hr 25mins
#36

How I Made $45 Million Selling Drugs on the Dark Web | Spencer Cook

Spencer Cook built a $45 million drug empire on the dark web. He shares how it worked, the dangers he faced, and the moment everything fell apart. Thank you to LUCY & DRAFT KINGS for sponsoring this episode!Lucy: Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. Draft Kings: New players can get FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME! Just sign up with code IANBICK and wager a minimum of five dollars to receive FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME.Connect with Spencer Cook:Facebook: Website: LinkedIn: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Growing Up in Long Island and Family Challenges00:05:16 The Importance of Embracing Change in Tech00:10:08 Escaping Through Addiction 00:16:50 Introduction to Silk Road and Its Operations00:20:45 Mike Tyson and the Rise of Bitcoin ATMs 00:25:40 Uncovering the Drug Operation 00:31:09 Largest LSD Bust in Costa Rican History00:36:27 Arrest and Early Criminal Charges 00:41:36 A Life-Changing Encounter with a Homeless Man00:46:31 Life-Threatening Prison Dynamics00:52:14 Federal Case Appeal and Asset Seizure 00:56:53 Overcoming Addiction and Life Transformation01:01:51 Transforming Prison Experience into Personal Growth01:07:08 Lessons Learned from Prison: Living One Day at a Time01:11:55 Navigating Life Post-Prison: Building a New Path 01:15:55 Living Life with Purpose: Time as Your Most Valuable CommodityPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-03-20•1hr 20mins
#37

Ex-NYC Grifter on Running Cons & the Scams That Sent Her to Prison | Kari Ferrell

Kari Ferrell shares how she became a well-known New York grifter, the scams she ran, and how her deception finally caught up with her. Thank you to LUCY & DRAFT KINGS for sponsoring today’s episode:Lucy: Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. Draft Kings: New players can get FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME! Just sign up with code IANBICK and wager a minimum of five dollars to receive FIVE HUNDRED CASINO SPINS ON A FEATURED GAME.Connect with Kari Ferrell:Instagram: Website: Book : Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: From Salt Lake City to Seoul: A Transnational Story 00:07:19 Navigating Identity and Adoption 00:14:53 Reclaiming and Owning Your Narrative 00:22:09 Breaking the Mold: Choosing Entrepreneurial Paths Over College00:30:59 Strategies of Check Kiting and Grifting 00:36:02 Seeking Accountability and Past Regrets 00:43:05 Viral Scam Story and 'The Hip Grifter'00:51:05 Journey Through the Prison System 00:58:08 Supportive Family During Adversity01:04:45 Embracing Prison Stories and Overcoming Stigma01:11:44 Navigating the Ethics of Storytelling and Media Manipulation01:17:56 Misrepresentation in Media Reporting 01:25:24 Life in Minimum Security Prison 01:32:22 Breaking Free from a Normal Life to Share My Story01:39:39 Committing to Your Passion and Believing in Yourself01:47:13 The Power of Author Engagement on Book Sales01:53:38 Episode Conclusion and FarewellPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-03-18•1hr 54mins
#38

Struggle Jennings on Building a Drug Empire, Surviving Prison & Making Music

Struggle Jennings talks about the life choices that landed him in prison, the drug empire he built, and how he broke into the music industry. Thank you to LUCY & FACTOR for sponsoring this episode:Lucy: Let’s level up your nicotine routine with Lucy. Go to HTTP://LUCY.CO/IANBICK and use promo code (IANBICK) to get 20% off your first order. Lucy has a 30-day refund policy if you change your mind. Factor: Head to and use code FACTORPODCAST for 50% off plus free shipping on your first box.Connect with Struggle Jennings:Instagram: Linktree: Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: Merch: Serendipitous Meeting in Nashville 00:06:18 Influence of Childhood Experiences on Life Choices00:13:12 Discovering a Lifelong Passion for Music 00:20:35 Navigating Childhood Without a Father Figure00:27:14 Turning Point: Arrest and Intervention00:34:18 The Search for a Father Figure and Vulnerability to Gangs00:40:46 Reflecting on Life's Journey 00:47:26 Navigating Life's Challenges as a Single Parent00:54:18 Legal Battles and Indictments 01:01:04 Journey of Music and Struggle 01:08:22 Overcoming Adversity: A Story of Family and Redemption01:15:02 The Strength to Endure and Overcome01:21:45 Transformative Moments at Riker's Island 01:28:32 Con Air Experience and Prison Transfers01:34:42 Rebuilding Life After Prison 01:41:16 Understanding Empathy and Compassion in Difficult TimesPowered by: Just Media House : direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

2025-03-17•1hr 47mins

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