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Best The Cult I Left Behind Episodes

ByAmanda & Kyle Briggs
83 episodes

Newly-ish married couple, Amanda and Kyle, discuss Amanda’s upbringing in the IBLP cult of Duggar infamy – a story Kyle learns about along with listeners. Through sometimes humorous, sometimes heartbreaking stories, Amanda and Kyle explore the cult’s ideology, the strange rules that surrounded Amanda’s childhood, and the abuse she endured before leaving the cult. Through it all, they talk about what it takes to break free from a cult and what gets left behind.

#1

1 - The First Rule of Cults is We're Not a Cult

This episode serves as the perfect introduction to Amanda and Kyle's journey, exploring the origins and ideology of the IBLP cult. Amanda's personal insights and storytelling set the tone for the series, making it a must-listen for new listeners.

2023-09-04•1h 13m
#2

3 - Gothard Girls

In this gripping episode, Amanda reveals the unsettling truths about Bill Gothard's long history of abuse within the IBLP cult. It's a critical moment that sheds light on the darker aspects of the cult, providing both shock and insight for listeners.

2023-09-18•1h 23m
#3

4 - The Abuse Begins

Amanda courageously shares her personal experiences with various forms of abuse she suffered as a child in the cult. This episode's raw honesty and emotional depth make it particularly impactful for new listeners trying to understand the personal side of cult experiences.

2023-09-25•1h 6m

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#4

7 - Healing Begins

This episode marks a significant turning point in Amanda's journey as she starts to confront her past and pursue healing. The discussions surrounding recovery and support resonate deeply, making it relatable and inspiring for any listener.

2023-10-16•1h 26m
#5

8 - Four Years in Court

Amanda recounts her brave decision to report her brother, detailing the emotional and legal challenges that followed. This episode is not only a powerful narrative of justice but also highlights the complexities of familial relationships within the cult.

2023-10-23•1h 39m
#6

9 - Shiny Happy People Review Part 1

In this episode, Amanda and Kyle analyze the first part of a documentary about the Duggar family, linking it back to Amanda's own experiences. This review offers a fascinating look at how mainstream media intersects with cult dynamics, appealing to a broad audience.

2023-10-30•1h 22m
#7

11 - Shiny Happy People Review Part 3

This episode dives deep into the disturbing teachings of the IBLP cult regarding authority and family dynamics. Amanda’s insights create a compelling narrative that connects her past with the broader implications of cult control, making it a captivating listen.

2023-11-13•1h 23m
#8

12 - Shiny Happy People Review Part 4

As the final part of the Shiny Happy People series, this episode is emotionally charged as Amanda and Kyle discuss the parallels between their lives and the documentary's subjects. The poignant reflections on parental responses and trauma resonate powerfully.

2023-11-20•1h 2m
#9

13 - Q&A with Amanda & Kyle

In this engaging episode, Amanda and Kyle answer listener questions, offering insights into their personal beliefs and experiences. This interactive format provides a unique glimpse into their lives, making it relatable and engaging for new listeners.

2023-11-27•1h 5m
#10

14 - Divorce in the Cult

In this deeply personal episode, Amanda discusses the cult's ideology surrounding divorce and its impact on her life. This candid conversation reveals the emotional and societal pressures faced within the cult, making it a compelling listen for anyone interested in the challenges of escaping such an environment.

2023-12-04•1h 14m